Depression, Be Ye My Always Faithful Companion

Depression, be ye my always faithful companion,
When no others are there,
You can be found.

You are my shadow,
Only visible when light begins to shine,
Greedily taking my emotions.

Are you my friend?
You are the only constant,
Never changing.

Are you the only honest one,
With your whispers in my ear,
Even though what you say is dark?

Are you my enemy?
Trying to drag me down,
Into unknown shadowy depths.

Is all you imply lies,
Words meant to sadden me,
To keep me as your own?

I am not sure which is true,
If you are friend or foe,
What your intentions be.

For everytime I come close,
To believing you are lying to me,
Others prove the words that you speak.